3.37 a.m the face of my clock was mocking me 3.37!! My tired eyes are not meant for wake up calls. Had I not prepared myself for the not so sweet sounding baby cries stealing me away from precious dreams. Truthfully I hit rock bottom a few nights ago,sleep deprived and fearful of my own … More Beautiful chaos
It doesn’t seem yesterday I was writing songs from the comfort of a cobwebbed shed spending hours singing along with friends and playing small gigs across the country. The truth is I miss these times but being able to listen back has created nostalgia and even a little hint of hope that some day I … More Who Killed Laura Palmer?
Breastfeeding in public has been rather tough so far, awkwardly struggling through layers of clothes and losing any sense of dignity along the way has resulted in a shopping spree to enable me to feel at ease with nursing my baby. I highly recommend blouses and shirts or anything with buttons all the way down … More Post pregnancy.
With my usual strict sleep schedule a thing of the past I have quickly learnt a few things to keep me going through my sleepy late nights. Granted I am lucky that Francis has already adopted a nighttime routine, I still find it tough to be alert at 4am which is why I decided to … More Night owl.
I often wondered what all the hype was when people would talk about a unique smell of newborn babies I couldn’t quite understand how nappies and puke could possess any pleasantries. But here I am sniffing the top if my baby’s head realising that there really is a unique smell so delicate and pure. Like … More New smells
Francis James born April 7th I always vowed never to reveal my birth story simply because I wouldn’t want to scare anyone with unnnesesary detail and its perhaps best to skip the birth and introduce you to my beautiful baby boy… He is a week old and so far enjoyed plenty of cuddles and visitors, … More Hello Francis James aka (baby frankie)
I can’t quite articulate my thoughts so I will not be forcing words that serve no purpose. All I can say is I am eagerly counting every twinge and patiently waiting for something to happen. Perhaps my nerves are what is keeping me from focus.